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Senin, 26 Oktober 2009, 01.08
I feel alone all the time, but I know I’m not.
*I am lonely, __del* ------------------------------------------------------------------------ On the other hand when you share you true self, you risk being rejected. Often individuals seek people out of the family unit with whom they can share themselves without fear of rejection. I can’t shake this feeling even though I know logically, I shouldn’t be feeling it. And yet, I still feel like no-one thinks like me. I can’t relate to anyone, or make any real personal connection with anyone (although many would say they feel they have with me). I can’t shake this feeling. I’ve pretty much felt this way all my life, although I had a rough time all through school and had little to no friends, so I just figured that was the reason. But since I’ve become independant, (1 years ago when I turned 18) the feeling has stayed with me. Pretty much everything that I’ve been unhappy with in my life I have fixed. I’ve gone down some bad paths in the past, but have fixed that as well. My mindset and philosphies on life are quite positive now and through that I am able to deal with the feeling it gives me. But I can’t shake this feeling. I’m not asking for a cure, I’ve pretty much accepted that its probably never going to go away, and I have accepted it as part of me. Well, like i don’t even know how to respond to this. It sucks feeling that way, and yeah especially when you say to yourself “why am i feeling like this? i have what i need, and i know that there are people out there who feel this way” but then its the whole friends thing like you want someone real. Doesnt have to be a boyfriend but just a friend, a true friend but its just hard to find someone or just let someone in becuase you feel somewhat insecure about it. Maybe i'm tired of whats around me and i need something new. It’s hard for me to put it in words but can you get what i mean? I just wanted to know if anyone out there feeels the same? Is this something everyone feels to some degree? Or is there something inherently wrong with me? |
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♥ Adellia Nike Fadrijanto ♥i enjoy reading, movies, dancing and music.:D 19 years old in this 2009 and currently studying in Airlangga Medical Univercity @ Surabaya - Indonesia My dreams and goals for the near future include learning Korean. I’m satisfied with my life right now, but am always working on being a better person in all aspects of my life. A very random & hyper girl who is a CrazyLover of Kpop ♥ Music is definitely part of her. Singing is her passion. Take an U.F.O to visit me My Twitter My Facebook! Adores ♥ loves ♥
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